I've debated calling the Dating Director, Dating Coach and Dating Consultant. I want to ask them, "why haven't they set me up on more dates?" I'm afraid I would sound overbearing and a bit crazed if I did. I think this is why I have trouble dating. Can you say demanding?
As a new part of this year long project if you will, a recent addition is the start of Weight Watchers. I've done it before and I know it works. If you stick to it. Duh. My problem is not making the lifestyle change. Again- duh. Luckily, I'm going to meetings with Kim, my I-was-forced-to-be-her-friend-because-she-picked-me friend. And my family is supportive. Maybe a little too supportive- they were way excited about the first meeting. I'm trying to ride this enthusiasm through the misery of the first few days of change.
So, now I'm not dating and I'm miserable. Not miserable as in not feeling well. I just feel like I am thinking about food and points and snacks constantly. So I'm a little cranky because I feel deprived, even though I'm not. And I'm playing fast and loose with the word cranky. Bitchy might be more like it. And I'm thinking about not eating, which IS in fact miserable. Lord help me when I try to exercise.
No comments:
Post a Comment