Status quo

The phrase status quo shouldn't evoke strong feelings. It should allow a feeling of calm, satisfaction or if nothing else, the beauty of non-change. Right now, status quo makes me want to eat carbs at a ravenous rate and hibernate from society. I want to forgo small talk and pretending like I am satisfied where my personal life is right now. But for now, I'll tell everyone that my summer was fine. I'll wrestle the inner struggle of french fries versus the size of my ass. And I'll keep canning to distract myself. That's what I keep telling myself.